Wake Me Up When September Ends.

So here I am again, waiting for the next big thing. Kind of. I feel like I almost try to wish my life away, which isn't what I want to do... but I am just always ready for something better. I want to make a good life for myself, for my family. Heck, I'd just like to have a family!
September... oh September has never brought much good to me. It's one of those "wasted" months in my opinion. It's the ending of the summer, and I love summer. School starts in August, but really takes full effect in September. There are no speakable holidays in September. Labor day is useless. September is one of those months I could just sleep right through.
This year in specific, I want it to pass because I am hoping that Stephen will be leaving for bootcamp soon. Not to sound harsh, but I would like him to leave sooner rather than later. The sooner he leaves, the sooner he will get back. As of right now the soonest he will go is October. If he leaves in October he wont be back until April. April just seems so far away. It's sad that Stephen will be gone for all the holidays, my college graduation, our first anniversary, and probably even his birthday... but it will be worth it.
It's worth it because when he does get back we can hopefully move forward with our lives full speed ahead. When he gets back, no more birth control for me! We will be attempting to have our first baby! This is so exciting for both of us. Also... in August, we will hopefully be moving into our first home together! A place to start raising a family, a place to call our own, and to put all our stuff! Plus... it means I will be away from all the wack jobs here in Springfield. (no offense) And I wont be in school anymore. I am so glad that I will be graduated! really... only 3.5 months left. :D
I am trying hard to enjoy this time, I really am. However, to me this time seems to be at a standstill. Stephen and I are married, which is great. I love being married... but we are stressing about saving for the future... when I just want to get to the future. I am still in school, and I am so ready to finish! Stephen and I are both itching for a baby boy.. or girl and as of yet, there is nothing we can do about it. (if we want to stay smart)

Waiting mode just plain and simple... stinks.

On the other hand, atleast I have this time to spend with my amazing friends before I do move. I love them much and I am very thankful to have them. My hope is that the friendships will remain no matter how many miles are between us.